Enigmistachan-292

What do you think about your life? I mean, you like your life or want to change something?
Yeah, this is a strange question, but I often ask myself If I want to change my life. And yes, I want.
I often find myself thinking -praying-  for someone to take me away from this meaningless life. But I know no one hears my prayers.
I don't know if there is something worth living for. Every day I wake up, and I do the same movements repeatedly. I hate my life. Boring, bland, sloppy, useless life.
I wanna live for adventure. I wish my life was like a book that is constantly changing, never knowing what will happen from one page to another.

I know I'm missing something, an emptiness that I'll never fill.

I try to fill it with my stories, my drawings, my imagination, but it's not enough. I think I'll never find anyone that I can understand, but that's okay. By now, I'm giving up living.